Friday, April 5, 2013

It's over

I'm no longer pregnant.  We will never meet this little one.

Lots of mixed emotions, and, sorry to admit, a teeny bit of relief that I woke up with no nausea today for the first time in over a week.  Still feeling pretty fatigued and crampy.

I'm not sure that I'd ever reached a point of truly believing this would happen, but I feel especially bad for MM, who was happy and excited.  He'd been picking out names and shopping online for mini-vans (a vehicle he'd previously vehemently opposed but decided we'd have to get for three car seats).

Don't really have much more to say about it but wanted to let you know.

27 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry :( This has been one hell of a roller coaster for you emotionally. I am sending you my support and thoughts through the internet.

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  2. I can't imagine how many mixed emotions you are feeling right now.

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  3. Ugh. I'm sorry. Right here with you.

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  4. I'm sorry, such a rollercoaster of emotions. I can't imagine. Hugs

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  5. You have had quite the wild ride the last few weeks. I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you are feeling well (physically) and able to process everything in time with the emotional piece. Sending you a hug.

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  6. So very sorry that you miscarried. (( Hugs ))

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  7. Oh S, a great huge hug to you and MM. Despite the mixed feelings, it must be hard. Be gentle with yourself mama and know that I am thinking of you.
    xo

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  8. I'm sorry. Sorry that MM is going to have to feel the pain, too.

    xoxoxo

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  9. Quite the ride. I'm sorry for your loss

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  10. Ugh, I am so sorry for your & MMs loss and for the emotional roller coaster ride. Hugs to you, my friend.

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  11. Very sorry to hear that. I've been thinking about you this week.

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  12. Hugs. My thoughts remain with you.

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  13. What a hard time, you take care. Thinking and praying for you x

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  14. I'm so sorry. About all of it. What an experience, from beginning to end, and I can't imagine the cocktail of things you must be feeling right now. I hope you are taking some time to recover both physically and emotionally, and I hope things settle down for you soon.

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  15. Sending you a big squishy hug...

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  16. So sorry - must be such a confusion of feelings right now. Hugs.

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  17. I know there are no words to make it better. You're not alone, been there myself. I'm so sorry.

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  18. I am so, so sorry for your loss.

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  19. I am sorry. It was a tough pregnancy all around. I am really sorry.

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